SD Video - 2003 - 10:24 min I gassed the Jews, I killed the Kurds, I bombed the Arabs, I fucked small children while they begged for mercy, the killing fields are mine, everyone left the party because of me, I'll suck your fucking eyes out sent them to your mother in a box and when I die I'm going to be reincarnated as your child only fifty times worse and as mad as all fuck I'm going to make your life a living fucking hell I REFUSE I REFUSE I REFUSE LOOK AWAY FROM ME (…) And I want to play hide-and-seek and give you my clothes and tell you I like your shoes and sit on the steps while you take a bath and massage your neck and kiss your feet and hold your hand and go for a meal and not mind when you eat my food and meet you at Rudy's and talk about the day and type up your letters and carry your boxes and laugh at your paranoia and give you tapes you don't listen to and watch great films and watch terrible films and complain about the radio and take pictures of you when you're sleeping and get up to fetch you coffee and bagels and Danish and go to Florent and drink coffee at midnight and have you steal my cigarettes and never be able to find a match and tell you about the tv programme I saw the night before and take you to the eye hospital and not laugh at your jokes and want you in the morning but let you sleep for a while and kiss your back and stroke your skin and tell you how much I love your hair your eyes your lips your neck your breasts your arse your (...) and sit on the steps smoking till your neighbour comes home and sit on the steps smoking till you come home and worry when you're late and be amazed when you're early and give you sunflowers and go to your party and dance till I'm black and be sorry when I'm wrong and happy when you forgive me and look at your photos and wish I'd known you forever and hear your voice in my ear and feel your skin on my skin and get scared when you're angry and your eye has gone red and the other eye blue and your hair to the left and your face oriental and tell you you're gorgeous and hug you when you're anxious and hold you when you hurt and want you when I smell you and offend you when I touch you and whimper when I'm next to you and whimper when I'm not and dribble on your breast and smother you in the night and get cold when you take the blanket and hot when you don't and melt when you smile and dissolve when you laugh and not understand why you think I'm rejecting you when I'm not rejecting you and wonder how you could think I'd ever reject you and wonder who you are but accept you anyway and tell you about the tree angel enchanted forest boy who flew across the ocean because he loved you and write poems for you and wonder why you don't believe me and have a feeling so deep I can't find words for it and want to buy you a kitten I'd get jealous of because it would get more attention than me and keep you in bed when you have to go and cry like a baby when you finally do and get rid of the roaches and buy you presents you don't want and take them away again and ask you to marry me and you say no again but keep on asking because though you think I don't mean it I do always have from the first time I asked you and wander the city thinking it's empty without you and want what you want and think I'm losing myself but know I'm safe with you and « 4.48 Psychosis » Quotes and « Crave » Quotes by Sarah Kane
HD Video - 2017 - 10:04 min «Immaturity is not always innated or imposed by the others. It exists also an immaturity towards which the culture tipped over, when it overcomes when we don’t manage to rise up. We are infantilized by any kind of superior form. Human beings, troubled by his mask, will make for himself secretly a kind of subculture : a world built with the rubbish of the cultural superior world, territory of junk, prebubescent myths, unconfessed passions...secondary territory, of compensation.» Witold Gombrowicz, Foreword in «The Pornography», on 1962. Cécile Bicler’s video, are taken in a game of domino, coherence broken by the fact that half of the domino calls it an other one in a contingent way. Why a six is next to a four, who will end the double which is next to a three? Images of horror movies, images of advertising, family photos or found on Facebook are so many halves of the images-domino, which follow each other by the decision to put the same gesture with an other one who looks like him: hide his face or raise an arm, hug somebody or tilt the head to the back. It is the ordinary jumble of the poses, the movements, the attitudes, cleaned up in a game where gestures become masks.